I know nobody ever really reads these, but I just like to write. I lost a good friend last month. I have a lot of instances, or at least used to, where people would become fed up with me because I would throw insults left and right. Just to reduce the infection of "embarassment", I won't give any names.

People are angry that I am so cocky and offensive, but I would tell them to blame it on the way I was (and still am) raised. My parents poke fun at me quite a lot, but without it being serious. They consider it to be harmless joking around. That has been my mindset, but clearly that is far from the truth. I insult people under the impression that it won't be taken personally, but as a non-offensive joke. Seeing as this isn't the case, I have tried continually to change my image. I want to turn over a new leaf.